| lonely easter again...frds gone home n i gotta work as usual...this is so so boring...wanna go bk hk...but i need saving up money....otherwise i'll struggle even more...nvm...life will change...i still have faith in my life...
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| i am getting frustrated wiv my life now...every single morning when i 1st open my eyes...all i do is nothing but waste time...suppose to go uni....but i never make it...its been a whole yr...sitting at home wasting time wasting money....even if i work...i dun work full time....doin 2 part time jobs together is so exhausting...start working from 10 in the morning til 12 midnite...working 14 hrs a day isn't a big deal to me...the problem is just i feel like i'm losing contact wiv most frds....i never go onto internet anymore...never make it to go bk to hk....never have enough mob credit....never have enough time...i dun even know how i got into this kinda position...too busy but not doin anything???i dunno man...need a change...any1 tell me how???
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| wa~~~things been changing since last time i came here....everything is different nowadays...my life went better n got worse again...had a car...crashed it...bought another one...got broken down....bought another car...gd but driving too much....petrol too expensive...had a girl...and lost her...finance was ok...goin worse again...education still bad...changing my mind now...but i think its too late...too much thinking everyday...working too much smoking too much drinking too much...even gambling too much...this is just so not wot i wanted....wanna finish my degree sooner n starting my own business asap....but its not like everything goin smoothly...housemates are gd people...luving them...but somehow...i jus never gather opinions which would have turned my life into a better situation... |
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| thank gdness...finally my internet at home is fixed...have been ages that i got no internet...so hapi~~~ but still got some many probs...i got a parking fine in london ar...i was only 3 mins late ja ma...n got caught by the bloody speed camara a few days ago...sign~~~this is not gd man...hope i dun get the letter n dun need to pay for the fine...more importantly..dun take 3 pts off me... exams coming soon...haven't done any revision..a bit of a worry...dun even know how i can manage this shit...stress man....so god damn depressed |
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| sign~~today is not a hapi day...when i left home this morning...it was a gd day....but after i left home for about 5 mins...it started raining...i was all soaked....as soon as i was indoor....bloody sun shining again...wtf....y me...not fair man...i got enough trouble man...not hapi neway...y treat me like this....damn~~~even worse man... |
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